Monday, 28 July 2025

Umfudumalo (The Warmth)

 What does this guy have that we don't?

- He asked

Well... 


This fisher of my dreams taps dawn on its broad shoulders 

To cast first light on the waters and draw out my somnolence

From the fathoms in nets that nest hungry altricial dreams

Bringing them into the open air to be fed life and feed life


I am infinity pool meet horizon in his emergent glassy visions

A granny smith, ripe and heavy, in his perpetually dilating eye

Unblinking, this threshold place holds the edges of my becoming

Blinking, the marble eye gives way to Michelangelo's David 


To be near him, is to have joy boomerang between my vital organs 

Oh my heart, quickening with every tentative dexterous touch

Oh my breath, straining to catch the catch in my throat, his name

Oh my soul, to purify with a flame-hot visceral blinding ecstasy

Oh my regeneration, a liver enlivening a lover with viscous liquids

Oh my mind, trains trained on him as destination and journey.... 


This reader of my thumbed biography titled Yahya, the one who lives 

Reaches out to my pages five times in the night like nocturnal salat

Harasses my skin and reality for spoilers, I moan Allahu Akbar

Summons copses of olive trees so this page-turner has a strong spine


He bends me in lordosis, I don't break, iSleepover sa ka Sjava

And in turning a page, turns to face my solstice like a marigold

My heart, a catherine wheel, turning to his untainted goodness

The needle of the compass, points true and north, what height


Prick my finger on a spindle of your lips, this beauty could sleep 

When love bites kisses, to awake, to induce, to awake, to induce

These electromagnetic forces that have dogs going in circles

Has this innocent puppy love growing in intimate cycles, a-turning  


This courageous man who has crawled out of charnel houses

Wearing gleaming hope like a diamond on his burnt sleeves

Inscribing words of encouragement for the hearts of others

With the soot covering the bulk of his lithe scarred body 


This ardent everyman believer who has been flayed alive 

By the incendiary demons has an 800 thread count touch

Softening my core to luxurious moving molten magma

Splutter and sputter ecstatically into something Vesuvian


Something that can never be forgotten, quieting cities

A koranic divine wrath has made a mountain of you

This simple love is both archaeological and anachronic

Beyond the understanding of modern stone-hearted men